Scrappings 1

by mudrhetoric

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I once thought to myself…
I once thought to myself that if I got a book published…
I’d be happy, but I wouldn’t.

I once thought to myself that if I got married and had kids…
I’d be happy, but I wouldn’t.

I once thought that if I got my shit together…
I’d be happy, but I wouldn’t.

Just not…
I want others to succeed…
Just not myself.

I want others to be happy…
Just not myself.

Envy
I’m a rotten soul.
Hateful.
Bitter.
Envious.
A raptuous dragon.
A drowned god
A fiend.

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